Monday, November 9, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
時時刻刻都在想著妳知道嗎
雖然很早很早就已經決定忘記了妳,但是一切都是我自己在欺騙自己...現在不可能往回頭了,當決定做下來了之後我就在也沒想過想要挽回...每當看見那照片又讓我想起許多回憶,這些回憶是抹殺不掉的...
有時候真的很想出去給車撞到部份失憶,這樣我就不會痛苦了... 已經delete msn,但是妳的電話,照片我都沒有delete掉...因為我做不到............因為每當我想起妳的時候都會拿起那電話裡的照片看一看,回憶以前快樂的日子...
也許這也是命中注定吧, 我認為是我自己沒有緣,沒有份對待這個感情.....
妳在另外一邊也不可能會知道我會寫這東西的吧,畢竟以前的我從來都不會寫這個東西的... 這樣也好...我可以把所有東西都寫在這裡沒有人能發現...
但是我可以很肯定,如果收到任何妳的電話,我一定不會去接聽...因為我不想又在流多一次淚水...也許在很多人眼中,我個性是好強好勝....其實背後的我也是會流淚的,但是我不會在人們前面展示我的懦弱的一面,這也許是我的星座個性吧
我生日當天,妳sms來...我其實是無比的興奮,但是我又得壓抑這個心情...然後我竟然裝出不認識妳,妳還回我,問我是否發生什麼意外導致失憶...其實我更希望這件事情能發生在我身上就好. 去年妳的生日,我沒sms給妳是因為當初過了那團聚之後,我就開始覺得我必須斷絕關係才能讓我完全的忘記妳的存在...暗戀的痛苦6年夠了...
最重要一點是,其實妳的生日,我從來都沒有忘記過... 也許今年妳的生日,我會暗地里送花給妳吧...這也算我給妳的祝福吧...
我從來都沒有奢求過什麼,我只希望我在妳的世界裡已經不存在了,就把我當個死人好了...或者從來沒有認識過我這個人吧!
有時候真的很想出去給車撞到部份失憶,這樣我就不會痛苦了... 已經delete msn,但是妳的電話,照片我都沒有delete掉...因為我做不到............因為每當我想起妳的時候都會拿起那電話裡的照片看一看,回憶以前快樂的日子...
也許這也是命中注定吧, 我認為是我自己沒有緣,沒有份對待這個感情.....
妳在另外一邊也不可能會知道我會寫這東西的吧,畢竟以前的我從來都不會寫這個東西的... 這樣也好...我可以把所有東西都寫在這裡沒有人能發現...
但是我可以很肯定,如果收到任何妳的電話,我一定不會去接聽...因為我不想又在流多一次淚水...也許在很多人眼中,我個性是好強好勝....其實背後的我也是會流淚的,但是我不會在人們前面展示我的懦弱的一面,這也許是我的星座個性吧
我生日當天,妳sms來...我其實是無比的興奮,但是我又得壓抑這個心情...然後我竟然裝出不認識妳,妳還回我,問我是否發生什麼意外導致失憶...其實我更希望這件事情能發生在我身上就好. 去年妳的生日,我沒sms給妳是因為當初過了那團聚之後,我就開始覺得我必須斷絕關係才能讓我完全的忘記妳的存在...暗戀的痛苦6年夠了...
最重要一點是,其實妳的生日,我從來都沒有忘記過... 也許今年妳的生日,我會暗地里送花給妳吧...這也算我給妳的祝福吧...
我從來都沒有奢求過什麼,我只希望我在妳的世界裡已經不存在了,就把我當個死人好了...或者從來沒有認識過我這個人吧!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
english+malay poem dam nice
Malaysia semua baby ,
our government is so lousy,
make the college becomes no quality,
Chinese and Indian pun tak boleh masuk university.
It never had a choice for me,
because no money cannot study at oversea,
so I always feel i'm so pity.
Every college are greedy,
sini sana all need money,
their pocket kosong our perut noisy,
I am poor because there sucks my money.
Exam question full of difficulty,
it has a reason only,
which is to earn more money,
because we retake money masuk lagi.
The staffs always no aksi,
they did wrong never say sorry,
before asking please show your money,
otherwise they wont be happy,
we pay their salary still make us angry.
that's why i wanna study hard to earn more and more money
Tiap-Tiap hari feel so lazy,
never try to wake up early,
always hope college sekarang cuti,
everyday go to class feel so sleepy,
lecturer always scold me lazy.
do assignment just like to copy,
before the final just feel worry,
every nite study until crazy,
because scared scold by mummy.
Why my class always no pretty,
those elephant always show me how she's sexy,
the monster wanna treat me nicely,
like that i better mati.
my looking is **** ugly,
saya mari girl girl lari,
everyday date them they only say busy,
semua orang tak ada hati,
make me always so lonely,
only can watch porno movie.
CS always let people bully,
maybe i am really so lousy,
althought knife people is so happy,
but i am always unlucky,
kena headshot easily,
after mati still mati.
This is just a small story,
typed it simply,
feel funny and happy,
actually i am not lonely,
because I have many friends around me.
our government is so lousy,
make the college becomes no quality,
Chinese and Indian pun tak boleh masuk university.
It never had a choice for me,
because no money cannot study at oversea,
so I always feel i'm so pity.
Every college are greedy,
sini sana all need money,
their pocket kosong our perut noisy,
I am poor because there sucks my money.
Exam question full of difficulty,
it has a reason only,
which is to earn more money,
because we retake money masuk lagi.
The staffs always no aksi,
they did wrong never say sorry,
before asking please show your money,
otherwise they wont be happy,
we pay their salary still make us angry.
that's why i wanna study hard to earn more and more money
Tiap-Tiap hari feel so lazy,
never try to wake up early,
always hope college sekarang cuti,
everyday go to class feel so sleepy,
lecturer always scold me lazy.
do assignment just like to copy,
before the final just feel worry,
every nite study until crazy,
because scared scold by mummy.
Why my class always no pretty,
those elephant always show me how she's sexy,
the monster wanna treat me nicely,
like that i better mati.
my looking is **** ugly,
saya mari girl girl lari,
everyday date them they only say busy,
semua orang tak ada hati,
make me always so lonely,
only can watch porno movie.
CS always let people bully,
maybe i am really so lousy,
althought knife people is so happy,
but i am always unlucky,
kena headshot easily,
after mati still mati.
This is just a small story,
typed it simply,
feel funny and happy,
actually i am not lonely,
because I have many friends around me.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Finnaly my 1st TABLET is received......
finnaly.......but when i 1st time saw it ....that was really too big for me... my table almost not enuff space for it... but i really so happy and now keep on trying and playing on the tablet that was fun man... opps this friday class listen too much from the lecturer learn them say cool man~~~
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Aion the MMO i most like and it artswork.. nice music too
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeAxiIzaE-o
This is i most like MMO games and artwork in MMO......and i hope to going this industry too. AION this MMORPG i most like the music and those artswork... so if can really hope can go this korea company be a part of them too xD
but now still got alot assignment to do Orz
This is i most like MMO games and artwork in MMO......and i hope to going this industry too. AION this MMORPG i most like the music and those artswork... so if can really hope can go this korea company be a part of them too xD
but now still got alot assignment to do Orz
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
wahaha 1st time c8 blog @.@
I hate c8 blog lar......so troublesome but must be make it....So long i dun wan to make got my reason but now for studying needed.......so sad lah..... btw my new blog here welcome to see ah ^^ everyweek will be updating hoho~~
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